Thursday, 04 August 2011

  • PARISIAN AIRPORT READ



    "It would be interesting to be able to put electrodes on every person's brain that could measure the time spent on the past, present and future. What would be the outcome of such an experiment? I wouldn't be surprised to find three clear-cut categories of people: the nostalgics (who devote most of their thoughts to the past), the pleasure-seekers (who, in today's well-being jargon, live fully in the Now) and the worriers (those who spend most of their time contemplating the future). Obviously, we could create a plethora of subcategories.

    I suggest we put the "ambitious" in the worriers category, as they do indeed seem to have their gaze fixed on the future - which, incidentally, would ultimately show us that anxiety is the secret driving force behind ambition. We could also put "fools" in the pleasure-seekers category, which tends to suggest that intelligence is primarily the act of mentally travelling outside the present."


    - Florian Zeller 

Saturday, 16 July 2011

  • TEMPLE GRANDIN


    Temple Grandin with Claire Danes, her biopic counterpart.


    People working in the mental health industry often use the phrase "There is ability in dis-ability". I believe no other individual demonstrates this better than Temple Grandin. Diagnosed with high-functioning Autism at age 2 and unable to speak until age 4, therapists had told Grandin's mother that her best option was to institutionalize her daughter. Refusing to do so, Temple's mother put her through elementary school, a gifted boarding school and college. Temple, herself, chose to move forward to achieve a BA degree in psychology, an MA degree in animal science and a doctorate degree in animal science as well. Now, how do you like them apples?

    Her story has been less than linear on a psychological scale, though. Throughout her life Temple experienced hypersensitivities - especially when it came to sound and touch. She would reach sensory overload if anyone attempted to hug her, which eventually lead to her most notable invention: the hug machine. While watching cattle enter a pressurized chamber that calmed them before receiving a shot, Temple was inspired to try it out for herself during times of anxiety and panic. As she'd imagined, the machine gave her the squeezing comfort she needed without overstimulating her. The hug machine is now used in many therapeutic practices for people affected by autism.

    Grandin's second breakthrough invention concerns her passion for animals - cattle, in particular. She had noticed that cattle were herded into a "dip" of chemicals to rid them of tics and other critters. Farmers would prod them with metal rods as they walked through and paid little notice to the stress the procedure inflicted on the cows. Some would even drown in the dip. Grandin was appalled by this and took action to design a dip that followed the cows' circular walking pattern, keeping their stress levels low. It was a humane alteration to respect animal treatment laws, which has now been implemented in more than half of North American farms. 

    What amazes me is how Temple's two passions in life - animals and autism advocacy - are both fields that were significantly affected by her brilliant 
    ideas. She is currently a professor at Colorado State University, teaching about autism and humane animal handling. Last year she was honoured on the TIME Top 100 Most Influential People under the category of "heroes", and a hero she has been; showing people with disability that they are not barred by what they are born into.

    "I don't want my thoughts to die with me. I want to have done something", says Claire Danes playing Temple in the HBO biopic Temple Grandin. This quote resonates on a personal level for me, having so many thoughts in my head that could be translated into actions. If there is one thing I will take away from the story of her life thusfar, it would be to give those thoughts life.

Tuesday, 17 May 2011

Sunday, 21 February 2010

  • ((UN))

    dan black
    Photo credit: Carlos Corredor

    Last night I was lucky enough to catch electropop up-and-comer Dan Black at Toronto's Wrongbar. It was a night to remember. With Dan on synth/macbook beats/vocals and two un-introduced hipster boys on guitar, the act graced the stage sans an opening act. The crowd was unsure of how to react at first and kept a safe distance from the stage, while Carlos and I strode front and center to snap some amazing shots and videos. Fuck being hipster when you can capture memories that wipe the average concert-goer video off the map, right? So, Dan et al. started off the set with a fun, catchy beat...STILL with minimum audience response! I was shocked at how exclusive they were acting, considering Toronto is known for being so quirky and lively.

    Thankfully after a few songs, the crowd seemed to loosen up and just enjoy the sweet music entering their ears. Every song Dan played was energetic, interactive and well-sung. The only improvement I would suggest is to play a longer set...but of course with Dan's first album being released a bit less than a week ago this is not exactly a fair request. Nonetheless, Dan's bassist's passionate cowbell performance alone was enough to compensate for it. And of course after an encore, the guys jumped off the stage into the audience and made their way back to their dressing rooms. Just like that.

    I was lucky enough to snap a photo with the bassist - who seemed "tired', let's just say - and of course Dan himself. He was surprisingly very easy to talk to, and although he thought Toronto was a confusing crowd, he knew that if they weren't satisfied they would've walked away. As well, he sounded pretty hyped to return to Toronto one day.

    Now some of you might be wondering, "So, what's up with the title of this post?" Well, it's actually the title of Dan Black's new album, which he describes in one of his webisodes to have a double meaning. The first one entails the French word "un" - meaning "one" - for this is his first album. As the man himself says, "There can only be one". The second meaning, alternatively, is referring to the pronoun "un-" in the sense that any word beginning with "un-" is NOT something. Dan aims for his music to stray from clichés and achieve what "un-" defines.

    Overall, I find Dan's performance skills and musical integrity to be revolutionizing pop music as we know it. Kanye West seems to agree to some degree, for just last week he posted Dan's single, "Symphonies" on his blog which obviously showered Dan with a lot of sudden attention. If you want to see the skills for yourself, I've posted some videos of last night's performance on my alternate youtube channel. Feel free to check them out and comment your thoughts, opinions, raves and rants.

    And with all that said, I must say that said show was ten of the best-spent dollars to ever leave my wallet.

Thursday, 18 February 2010

  • CAITHEAD 2.0

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    To get the ball rolling with blogging again, I feel it's appropriate to fill you in with what's been happening lately. I guess the biggest change since my last post is my geographical location. After being in Ottawa for a year and some months for school, it gradually became more and more clear that the O-town was not my 'jam'. This is to say that the program I was in was leading me astray from my true career passions, the city was dulling my soul and the school itself did not shout "key to success". With those points discovered, I went through the big move to live at home again. It was a gruelling day to pack up my entire life into a minivan, but with the help of my parents it was done. After arriving home early January I had several missions to fulfill:

    1. Get a [full-time] job.
    2. Reconnect with the people of the GTA.
    3. Enroll for a general interest class.
    4. Join a gym or workout classes.
    5. Plan out a summer of travelling - hopefully to Taiwan.
    6. Land a volunteer position at a hospital/SLP office.
    7. Look into applying for U of T.

    ..and a few other personal goals. Of course, the last item on the list is a big part of the plan for next year. Due to the medical issues I was facing within the past Summer to early Winter (yeah, just a small detail I forgot to mention), I wasn't able to meet the university application deadlines and will hopefully be under exceptional conditions to apply at a later time for the Fall 2010 academic season. Besides university, the other points on the list are either completed or will be in due time.

    In the job department, I'm currently working as a real estate agent's assistant at Re/Max Real Estate. My boss is this adorable older Indian man who has placed me in charge of activating and managing his social media. There are seminars that basically tell real estate agents to get with the times and jump on the social media bandwagon, and so he did! He is a great boss who has a background degree in psychology, so he focuses on keeping good relations with his co-workers just as much as he focuses on his own business. When my brother met him and asked about him being my boss, he replied, "I am not her boss, we are friends". So far the job seems really promising.

    As well, my mum came home from a Valentine's Day party the other night and announced that she'd met a speech-langugage pathologist. If you weren't aware, I've had my eye on U of T's SLP Master's program since I was in Ottawa. In order to be accepted into the program, you must have 'x' number of hours doing relevant volunteer work so when I heard that there was opportunity knocking, I grabbed the lady's business card and rang her fucking doorbell right back (via email, of course). She is interested in - at the very least - giving me information about her practice and the SLP field at large. I'm hoping that she'll also offer me a volunteer (or paid?) position and/or recommend me to some other SLP's in the area.

    Everything just seems to be falling into place now that I'm back in Toronto. I'm content about my job/social/love/fitness/family lives, so I'm convinced that maybe back in Ottawa all I needed was a change of scenery. Once a week I've enrolled in an American Sign Language course, which has been both keeping me busy and relevant to my future career. Now, if all works out with U of T, my parents have promised my brother and I our own apartment in the heart of downtown Toronto. That's just a bonus, though.

    So on a closing note, I just want to dedicate this post to you, Toronto, and how much I love you. You are beautiful and so much fun to be around. I hope that we have an everlasting, fruitful relationship and two adorable little babies who enjoy your company just as much as I do.

    xx

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